The hills big name audrina patridge described writing her new memoir,

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alternatives, as a "very freeing and healing" experience. Right here are the

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secrets she let loose. When audrina patridge headed for the hills in 2006,

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she failed to know what to anticipate. And while she descended from the

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hit mtv truth display—also starring lauren conrad, heidi montag and,

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later, kristin cavallari—after six dramatic seasons, she didn't understand what

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to do. Feeling "misplaced," the 37-yr-old recalled july 22 on e! News' day by day pop,

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i didn't really know what i wanted or who i was, so i moved to the seaside. I simply needed to get out of

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And reconnect with myself and figure out, what do i want? Who am i? What's subsequent?"

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All of which become dutifully chronicled by means of eager observers—however patridge assures which you were not getting the whole tale, till now.

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